Charming Serotonin

          I started a summer semester and it is harsh. We have 5 weeks to complete what should be done in 3-4 months. It has been just a week and we already had 4 quizzes and an exam. That's one class. I'm taking three. I feel exhausted and like I have little time to do what I like. I can no longer find time for my bullet journal or yoga. I guess if I really gave it my all I could but I am barely handling school. I wish I was like others who can juggle all of this and more. 

          I am washing windows to make enough for rent and utilities, which means I have nothing left for fun or food. I'm glad my partner is helping me out so much. I could not do this without her. She's amazing and she's dealing with me and my breakdowns. Partner of the year! 

          Sometimes I feel like this will last forever and I will never advance to anything. I know that isn't true, but I cannot help thinking it. I guess I'm just suffering from summertime sadness.